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I've read Sherman Alexie before, but—honesty time—I never really got what the big deal was. I read Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian because I was a teacher back in the day and I thought some of my students might like it, but I wasn't the target audience and it was just okay for me. I read Reservation Blues because it's on just about every list of recommended books by Native American writers, and although I found it to be solid literary fiction, for me it wasn't particularly affecting or memorable.

Then I read Indian Killer, and you guys, I GET IT NOW.

Given up by (or perhaps taken away from) his teenage mother, a Native infant is adopted by a white couple who bestows upon him the unsettlingly ironic name of John Smith. Growing up, John realizes he's not white like his parents, but because his birth records are sealed, he has no knowledge of his tribal identity. This hole in his life grows wider with the passing years. John isn't white even though he lives in his parents' white world, but he doesn't know how to be Indian either.

No wonder John Smith is losing his mind.

Meanwhile, a serial killer is stalking the streets of Seattle, scalping his victims with a ceremonial knife, leaving feathers behind as a calling card. John is troubled—his parents, his boss, even the two guys who work at the donut shop know this—but does that mean he's capable of ritualistic murder?

Alexie's novel may have been published 20 years ago, but it has an intense anger that makes it feel very immediate. I mean boiling, lava hot rage. I half expected the pages of my library copy to start steaming.

The thing is, the wounds feel fresh. I couldn't stop thinking about the Standing Rock protest as I read. It has to be so exhausting to keep fighting this same fight over and over again. Less has changed in 20 years than I would have thought.

Maybe nothing has.

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